palindrome

To day, now, awake
I try to remember the dreams I had
But I can’t remember anything.
I remember that before I sleep, I was thinking of you
And before I think, I just laughed, because I though you would come.
Before, beforehand
I was lunching and I thought
What would I do when at home I arrived?
And take the shoes that I didn’t took off
Before the first gulp, was missing salt
Was missing sugar in my bitter mouth
Because before that, I was crying
Crying because I thought
The whole morning agonizing
When I woke up yesterday
I was nobody.